different in love

i think this might just be

the greatest representation of true love

i have ever seen

space between us

i've come to find that i might actually be a loner in disguise. i like being around people, i really do. but for some reason, even around the people i know the best, i feel like i'm on the outside looking in.

who knows, maybe we all feel like that.

but for some strange reason i think i separate myself from others on purpose. subconsciously, of course, i seem to keep myself at an arm's length. but to what purpose, i'm not really sure. it might be for protection or possibly because i've often felt like an outsider, and have never known much else.

but tonight, it kind of scared me. maybe i'm too detached. people kept touching me and it made me flinch. i know that's a trust issue because i've been like that for years. but when i feel a need to physically separate myself from people, because i feel emotionally separated, i get worried.




on a much lighter note:
i'm going for my license test tomorrow. so, you should probably stay off the roads, and keep all children inside. thankyouandgoodnight.

things i like

black and white

nail polish

horses

actually just animals in general

lacrosse

running

art

poetry

reading

friends

being told that i'm loved

telling people they are loved

being right

documentaries

movies with happy endings

politics

grammar

holding hands

innocent kisses

book stores

rainy days

alice in wonderland

dancing in my underwear

the nineties

being rebellious

chalk

taking pictures

going on walks

jones cream soda

mexican food

lily cole

walking around in the dark

football

winning

my green jacket

boston

thrift stores

chuck palahniuk

dreams

coffee

long talks

being crazy

mr. feeny

only the best

there are a few people i just couldn't live without...

emily.

tali.

bekah.sean. my baby brother.emily hart.my cousins. not pictured: emily, kevin, andy, quinn

more people without pictures: christa, danny, forrest